When I Say Shotgun, You Say Wedding
With this post, my new blog would have officially caught up with my old blog, theidfunk. A milestone by more means than just counting the number of posts I have, it sort of measures or marks ...a period, several phrases, and thousands of seconds spent crapping and epiphany-ing. It feels like we sit on the cusp of change, whether the plates have shifted or not in negligable, but in just sitting we, okay well, I, realise just how goddamned far I've come. And somehow, through my wandering and fumbling with life as of now, through the little failures and peaks that daily life dishes, I feel ...proud. I don't feel like I've achieved anything significant except existence, however significant that might be (or not). Somehow time agrees with me, for now at least.
Rawr.
You'd ask what exactly is the difference between now and then, besides the obvious time gap.
Okay, events, obviously. Writing-wise? Drama? Being an official slave to the K? (not bloody likely) Affirmation from the relationships I break and make and cultivate? ...Grades? Getting over people I haven't seen in a year and their consequent lack of contact, or a certain realisation of self that might or might not be a consequence of the above mentioned factors?
Mebbeh. I think it is the intangibility of my turning point that's what keeps my little epiphanic tirade going, in search of point to make, but really, just a farce of an argument. Isn't that what waxing lyrically or not-so-lyrically is; build-ups to climaxes that will never come?
Ahah. I wish that through all this, I somehow could cure myself of my faux or not-so-faux afflictions. How do you combat insecurity if all self-conviction seems to be lost?
The Pickle King was a simple, sweet, fabulous comedy. The transition of the emotions could've been better, especially for Sasha, but I loved the symbolism and the magical realism of it all. And the dancing. And the lines. Okay I'll shut up now. Lazy to write a review. Yes, kick me if you see me in school. Amanchi, give me your brinjals!